Wednesday, December 25, 2024

Well, that's a wrap...

I generally don't get around to doing these 'year in review' type blog posts, but I'm feeling the need to give a little bit of a glance in the mirror for all that happened during the year. I can safely say that I've been *busy*, which is a good thing – I've had paid work during a time when many creative folks are struggling, and for that I'm insanely grateful to my brilliant clients who've helped me keep the lights on.

While I'm still doing a fair amount of graphic design professionally, this work is gradually moving away from straight-up graphics to more layout work, which is my wheelhouse. I've had the opportunity to do interior layouts and even a little cover design for some fiction projects. I get a real kick in helping authors figure out, step by step, how to get their projects from concept and Word document to a physical object they can hold in their hands. This sort of process never gets old for me.

Fiction editing remains one of my mainstays, and I've had an absolute blast editing not only for my indie authors, but also taking on work for assorted small presses. I firmly believe in charging editing rates that won't break my clients' bank accounts but still brings in enough income to make this worth my time. I love my work, and it makes me so excited to see the books I've worked on toddling out into the world. I've also transitioned to coaching writers privately, something I really enjoy doing, so if you think this year coming that you'd like to give writing a shot, but have no idea where to begin or how to go about this, drop me a mail and let's chat – my rates are entirely reasonable, and I have two decades' experience in the industry to share.

In terms of writing, I've been insanely busy. Work continues apace with The Splintered Fool, a five-book series that I co-authored with Toby Bennett. Book 2 is currently in the layout stage, but you can go pick up book 1, which was a semi-finalist in this year's Self Published Fantasy Blog Off. If epic swords-and-sandals quests with plenty of snark between characters plus absolutely bonkers world building curls your toes, then do go take a look. What has been taking up much of my time is an epic science-fantasy series I've been ghostwriting for my client. It's been a weird mental shift to have someone pay me for my writing – and to show up in terms of consistent output, but it's been incredibly good for my confidence and also developing stamina for this kind of work. I'm currently delivering 7.5k words a week, and if you'd told me I'd manage this a few years ago, I'd never have believed you. Lastly, I'm currently working on a shorter bit of writing for the younger market that I'm intending to translate into Afrikaans for a big writing prize. So, that's something new, a little different, and lots of fun.

Plans for 2025? Honestly, I'm not going to make any wild promises. I'm more interested in continuing on an even keel. That's all I can ask for. For those of you who've supported me, offered encouragement, I thank you. I'm sure we're going to have many 'exciting' things to add to our bingo card for 2025, but let's go into the year with kindness. To ourselves. And others. We're going to need it.

What I've read...

My favourite books for 2024 are a mix of titles I've worked on as well as those I've reviewed or simply read for pleasure. Some are new, having come out in the past year, while others are a little older. I've presented the books in alphabetical order by author.



Inside Your Body There Are Flowers by Diane Awerbuck

Honestly, if you have not yet picked up a copy of this book, you're so missing out. Sadly, I suspect most folks overseas are going to fall in this category as the book is (at time of writing) only available in South Africa. Diane remains one of my favourite local authors, and I may be a little biased as I have in the past edited two of the stories that appear in this collection of hers. Her stories are darkly witty, have a cutting sense of black humour, and seamlessly blend magical realism with the day to day. What is criminal is that this collection of short fiction hasn't been nommed for bunches of literary prizes.

Cassiel's Servant by Jacqueline Carey

I've been meaning to reread Jacqueline Carey's Kushiel's Dart for ages now. The books in that series were hugely influential on me wanting to write darkly lush stories. While Carey's writing remains a known quantity for me, I find it curious how I view her style now that I'm older and have a few novels under my belt. There is much to love here, even if I feel the plot wears a little thin in places. Odd couple Phèdre and Joscelin remain among my favourite pairings, and it was lovely to see a beloved story retold through the eyes of Joscelin. I'd recommend this for those wishing to embark on the rather daunting body of work in this world.

Unconquerable Sun by Kate Elliott

This one came out a while ago, and if it's a measure of how dire my TBR pile is, it's taken me ages to get around to picking it up. I eventually listened to the audiobook version, and it was everything I needed in a fun, action-packed space opera full of twists and turns. This is best described as a gender-bent Alexander the Great in space, and it's chock full of unforgettable characters. Kate's been one of my long-time favourite authors, and her writing is strong on all fronts, especially her world building.

The Last Shield by Cameron Johnston

Whenever I pick up one of Cameron's books, I know I'm going to have a cracking time. And I seem to be on a roll for loving gender-bent books. This one is best described as Die Hard by way of the Bronze Age, with a hard-bitten, older female protagonist who is honestly so over certain men in her line of work as a guard. This is pulpy, fun, and action-packed, with loads of the old ultra-violence. Also, Cameron's one of my favourite people online. 

The Tilted Pentagram by Matthew MacDevette

Righty, so a good while back, the publisher at Mirari Press requested a reader report from me for this book. I was convinced Matt wrote this book with me in mind, because I was practically begging the publisher to let me edit if he contracted this. The premise makes me think a lot of Robert Harris's Fatherland, but in this case the concept asks, "what if the Catholic Church never had its Reformation?" We enter a world of fire-wielding witches, inquisitors, and forbidden magic. I will say no more, but if you're looking for a tense, dark read with a strong female lead, then this one will have you clawing at your chair. Yes, I got to edit this book. Matt is a fantastic author worth keeping an eye out for.

There Are Rivers in the Sky by Elif Shafak

This is possibly one of the cleverest books I've read in a long, long time. Elif effortlessly tells three tales that are woven together so that at first you wonder how they are connected ... until they spin together. I really don't want to spoil this by giving too many details, but I will say that she writes with great compassion about some truly difficult subjects. It's a story about people whose lives are separated by years yet are connected by water, by rivers. It's about history, about the stories we tell, and it's about people saving each other. 

The Priory of the Orange Tree by Samantha Shannon

I've been promising myself that I'd read this book ever since it came out, and don't cast shade, but this year I finally got around to it. It's epic in scope, verging on Tolkienesque, and I loved the world building immensely. And yes! Dragons! My only complaint is that I feel that Samantha underbaked the ending a wee smidge. Some of the threads could have been developed more. But overall, I'm definitely on board for more of her writing. Characters, setting, world building – it's great! And epic! Definitely scratching my itch for fantasy with a big scope for story.

Remnant by KR Solberg and CR Jacobson

I've been itching for some fresh voices in epic fantasy,  and I'm very excited to have discovered Solberg and Jacobson. Their writing is fresh, the characters are intensely relatable and likeable – and who doesn't love a story about the underdog rebelling against an evil empire. This feels like a massive D&D world that's come to life but in the best of ways. There's a sense of history and place in a gloriously multicultural setting filled with magic and the kinds of bad guys you love to hate. I gave the audiobook a spin, and was immediately sucked in, and I will shamelessly plug this book – plus there's more to come. Some excellent storytelling here.

Bunny by SE Tolsen

I don't read horror nearly as much as I would like to, and while I've seen  my fair share of short horror fiction, it's been a while since I've dipped into a novel-length work. I must congratulate the writing duo behind this book for creating a story that has successfully creeped me the heck out. I never considered that it might be possible to put jump-scares into a work of fiction but they have managed to do so. This is a creepy blend of landscape and cosmic horror with all-too-human darkness – and most certainly deserves the spot in my top ten. Goober is the best boi. 

Waypoint Seven by Xan van Rooyen

Another bit of bias creeping in here because this is one I edited. I am a huge fan of Xan's writing, and if our stars ever align one day, we will hopefully collaborate on a work together as our aesthetics are what I'd consider a perfect match. This is a wonderful queer science-fantasy story that spans solar systems. Found family and friendships are foregrounded here, with hints of a world much broader in scope than what is revealed here. I hope Xan revisits this setting in the future.

Saturday, December 14, 2024

All the Devils by Catelyn Wilson

Dark academia with serious gothic vibes is always my jam, so I was totally on board to give All the Devils by Catelyn Wilson a shot. We join Andy as she embarks on a mission to solve the mystery of her sister Violet's disappearance. Violet might apparently be dead and buried, I mean, heck, Andy even saw her body before she was interred. But one clue – a missing tattoo – has set Andy on Violet's footsteps that lead to the rather gloomy Ravenswood Academy that is bursting at the seams with secrets. And yes, a rather enigmatic love interest who has a Huge Secret.

As a reader, I enjoyed the mystery element, and most certainly the setting, and things do get rather out of hand in terms of the chthonic weirdness factor – and in a way that I found rather aesthetically pleasing. I did feel that the characterisation for Andy is a little thin on the ground in terms of interiority – she's very much in the present, but there's not enough sense of how she connects with a larger world in terms of parents and friends, and her past. So it's more or less like having a first-person viewpoint for the present, which is fine, but I could have used a bit more interconnectivity and layering. This is a fault I've found with quite a fair amount of YA, that has characters existing almost in a narrative vacuum. Not a dealbreaker here as I quite enjoyed the story. I also feel that as a main character, she could have been a bit more proactive, but then again, that's also just me. 

In terms of world building, this is all pretty generic on the surface mix-and-match – so nothing earth-shattering in terms of fresh takes on assorted standard mythologies. This may annoy some. Didn't blow me out of the water, but as stated earlier, I enjoyed the aesthetics, even if I'd have liked a deeper dive. It did mean, eventually that the pacing/suspensive payoff was a bit underwhelming for what was otherwise an enjoyable story.

Saturday, November 23, 2024

Vetplantfeetjies deur Fiona Moodie, Antjie Krog en Ingrid de Kok

Vir die wat vir my goed ken, sal julle weet ek is kompleet betjoinks oor vetplante. Ek versamel hulle al vir jare – aalwyne, kaktuse, euphorbias – allerande soorte. Toe ek sien dat die boekie Vetplantfeetjies uitgeryk is, moes ek toe 'n kopie kry. Dis nou rerig 'n oulike boekie díe, deur Fiona Moodie geillustreer en met die teks deur Antjie Krog en Ingrid de Kok. Wat meer kan 'n mens vra vir van so 'n samewerking?


Kyk, die ding met Afrikaanse gedigte is dat die woordespel net te pragtig is. Dit klink soms ook better as die Engelse vertalings – en die rympies in hierdie boek moet hardop gelees word vir hoe die woorde oor mekaar kabbel. En die konsep is wonderlik. Toe ek klein was, was ek dol oor die Flower Fairy boeke van Cicely Mary Barker, en Vetplant Feetjies is 'n eg Suid-Afrikaanse weergawe hiervan. Ek dink ook aan die DJ Opperman digte bundel waaruit my ma vir my voorgelees het – die rympies in Vetplant Feetjies het dieselfde gevoel.

Elke paar bladsye is toegewy aan 'n plant – meestal inheems, soos Euphorbia, Boophone disticha, Lithops, Crassula, en Kalanchoe, maar ook Echeveria. Die feetjies is so skattig, en die illustrasies onthul meer detail elke keer as ek hulle bestudeer. Dis 'n boekie wat ek in my permanente versameling gaan hou – vir inspirasie en net omdat dit so flippen mooi is. As jy kleingoed het of sommer net van mooi gedigte hou, en jy is lief vir vetplante, is dit nou 'n boek om in die hande te kry.

Sunday, November 17, 2024

The Book of Atrix Wolfe by Patricia A McKillip

Part of what I love about trawling my local secondhand bookstore, which reminds me rather a lot of the store that we see in the opening of The Neverending Story film that traumatised me as a child, is that I'll often find books there that won't stray to my local Wordsworth. The Book of Atrix Wolfe by Patricia A McKillip is one such, and I really wish I'd read her writing sooner.


McKillip sadly passed away in 2022, and I feel that she's one of the voices in fantasy fiction who is chronically underrated in the genre, and one I'll happily hold up next to the likes of Ursula K Le Guin and Tanith Lee. 

The Book of Atrix Wolfe is a lush, nuanced tale, and the real treat is really the way that she crafts her story – the poetry in each paragraph, the images, sights, and sounds that beg you to keep this book on your shelf to reread at a future date. The story itself is deceptively simple, involving a wizard who, in his hubris, wreaks great destruction that unleashes a darker magic, and a faerie queen who loses her husband and daughter, and how a young wizard must work to right an ancient wrong.

And it's McKillip's magic in describing the environment, food, and the smaller details of the lives of the folks in the kitchen of a great castle that shines for me. So much exquisite detail. This book is very much a primer for fantasy authors who wish to craft beautiful prose. Or for readers who wish to immerse in a slowly unfolding fairytale filled with awe and wonder to be savoured.

Sunday, November 10, 2024

Sins of the Past by JD Franx

So, JD Franx is one of my recent discoveries off Audible, and while JRR Tolkien they are not, there's something to be said for their pacing and ability to hold an action-packed tale that is engaging, and that makes you care about the characters. Sins of the Past is a prologue for their The Darkness Within saga, and gives you the backstory and setup for Yrlissa Blackmist. She's an elven assassin and she's gone deep undercover. The only problem is, she's fallen in love, settled down, and started a family – while on the job.

This obviously presents a problem for not only those who deployed her, but also means that her family is now vulnerable to forces beyond their ken.

One of the bones that I do pick with fantasy is that often we don't see enough emotional conflict for characters who're constantly on the go with their adventures vs. their personal lives – so this is the kind of high stakes vs. personal stakes story that really introduced some great conflict. This being a prologue, it's more a teaser, really, and gives you a little background for a character without dumping reams of exposition on you. I'm most certainly invested in Franx's writing, and if you're looking for an accessible fantasy series, this is is one of them. Their writing is easy on the eye and ear (depending on whether you're going for the Audible editions), and while not overly complicated at least has sufficient depth to the setting and characters' motivations to keep things engaging.

Of course I must add that I initially picked up this title because I'm a HUUUUGE fan of narrator Simon Vance, who could read me a telephone directory and my ears would be happy.

Friday, September 27, 2024

The Northmen by JD Franx

I unashamedly admit that the primary reason why I picked up this audiobook is because it's read by Simon Vance*, who could read me a telephone directory and I'll be riveted. But anyhoo, I will add that I warmed up to The Northmen by JD Franx well enough, even if I felt much of the world building tended towards what one would expect with stock fantasy.


I've been seeing a pile of Vikings-inspired fantasy in recent years, and if that is your horn of mead, then by all means, dip into this action-packed adventure. I went into this without any preconceptions, and even though it's a spin-off of what looks to be a much-larger series, it did not hamper my enjoyment of the story.

I don't want to give too many spoilers, but we join Jarl Engier War-Blood as he leads his people through a cataclysm of almost apocalyptic proportions when their home is forcibly untethered through magic and brought to another land, filled with many strangers who might not have their best interests at heart. There're necromancers! Magic! Elves! Oh my! But Engier is a good bloke, and I was on board with his mission, so I hung in there while he did his thing.

So, here's the rub, if you're vibing for on-the-surface action and adventure, liberally flavoured with Norse mythology and magic, this may work for you. If you're a purist in terms of Norse-inspired stuff creeping into fantasy, then this probably won't work for you. This is also not the next lit-fantasy novel that mixes nuanced writing with high concept. 

I switched off my brain and just let the story spool out while I did household chores and stuff. And I will definitely be listening to more of JD Franx's books, because they are just that – fun. 


* Yes, I admit it, I'm absolute Simon Vance fangrrrl and the day he narrates one of my books I will die a happy woman.

Saturday, August 31, 2024

TL;DR: Black Birds and Gothic Romances

I was going to do a video review, but I feel I’d rather keep my thoughts on my blog. Who knows, maybe I can come back to this later, so having a written log is better in that regard.

I’ve got a long, long history with The Crow. My first encounter with the intellectual property was when I watched the 1994 movie starring Brandon Lee and directed by Alex Proyas. I was in my mid-teens then, so I was naturally melodramatic, emotional, and drawn to works that inspired strong responses. The Crow ticked all those boxes for me. 

To offer some context, at the time I was a sheltered kid with gothic tendencies, who grew up in a small, conservative South African community. I attended a strict all-girls’ high school, and the closest thing to an alternative scene I had access to were my fellow ‘weirdoes’ at school – all the rejects who were hippies, punks, role-players, and general misfits. The Crow starring Brandon Lee hit me with a cultural cosmic 2x4, not only affirming my love for a particular aesthetic, but also introducing me to a damned fine album that was a starting point for further musical explorations.

Brandon Lee as Eric Draven in The Crow (1994)

Back then, and even now, the hardcore goths raised on a steady diet of Bauhaus, Joy Division, and Sisters of Mercy sneered at this film. It became somewhat of a stereotype to see at least three or four Crows at any party or event. As they say, “Friends don’t let friends dress up as The Crow for Halloween.”

Where were teen Nerine's friends, hey?

But there was something so liberating in putting on the face paint, dressing all in black, and taking on some of that power and mystique of Eric Draven’s mien. Brandon Lee’s interpretation of the character felt his pain exquisitely, revelled in it – which struck a chord with many young people. Misguided or not, these notions were key for many wishing to establish an identify for themselves.

But who is Eric Draven?

It starts with the comic book character created by artist James O’Barr, who drew his black-and-white art as his way to work through his own personal loss of someone close to him. The Eric in those early comics is driven mad by his pain and grief. The lore is sparse – all we know is that Eric has returned from the dead. He cannot die because in his quest for vengeance, he denies death itself. He will not rest until he ends the people who killed him and Shelly, along a deserted stretch of road.

Interspersed with song lyrics and snatches of poetry, the comic flashes back to the happier times Eric and Shelly experienced. The Eric we meet there is an everyman. He’s not specifically given a career, though in one frame he returns home carrying a workman’s toolbox, which implies that he has a practical job, perhaps a mechanic or electrician.

When he loses everything, he still holds onto a shred of compassion, for the innocent, for those trapped in the malicious webs of others, as is expressed in how he deals with Sarah’s mom with the immortal line, “Mother is the name for God in the lips and hearts of all children. Do you understand? Do you understand?” This line from the comic made it into the Proyas film but takes it further in showing Eric in the possession of powers to cause the drugs to leave Sarah’s mom’s body through the holes in her veins. Yeah, kinda grim, I know. But it was and is a powerful image.

The Eric Draven we see in the comic book and the first film has both the capacity to kill and heal, creating secondary dynamics with those in need of help – Sarah’s mom, Sarah, to a degree Detective Albrecht. His aim is to set the wrong things right, which we hear in Sarah’s voice-over for the 1994 film:

“People once believed that when someone dies, a crow carries their soul to the land of the dead. But sometimes, something so bad happens that a terrible sadness is carried with it and the soul can't rest. Then sometimes, just sometimes, the crow can bring that soul back to put the wrong things right.”

Eric Draven is driven to hunt down and end every person responsible for killing him and Shelly. In many ways, his journey is that of our innate sense of making sense of a world that is red in tooth and claw. We all wish that justice is done. So often it appears that evil is allowed to walk unchecked, and if you consider the events that drove J O’Barr to create The Crow, the comic book itself is born out of an act of catharsis, a redirecting and transformation of negative energy into a cultural artefact that will memorialise a deep-felt connection with another human being.

J O'Barr's Eric evokes Peter Murphy
of Bauhaus fame.

The line, “Victims, aren’t we all” is another resonates for this reason, too. It can be argued that the antagonists are as much victims of circumstances as those they prey upon. Hold that thought, because we’re going to come back to it when I start dissecting The Crow (2024) adaption starring Bill Skarsgård and FKA Twigs and directed by Rupert Sanders. Not only do we see a reversal of the hunter becoming the hunted, when the prey returns seeking vengeance, but we must ask what sort of society breeds the kind of predator who will destroy lives so casually in contemporary society.

That the comic book and the 1994 film were impactful goes without saying; you’ll often see them lauded, possibly primarily GenXers, for whom they played a large part of their cultural references in their mid-to-late teens. The 1994 film itself also carries an extra sting of tragedy in that rising star Brandon Lee was killed on set. I’m not going to go into an exhaustive recounting of events, as there are so many other excellent pieces that discuss this, and I will offer up a list of books, articles, and more that I’ve found useful at the end of this piece.

Brandon effortlessly captures Eric’s mingled grief and rage that is focused single-mindedly on a quest for vengeance. There is something ultimately satisfying in watching evil people get their comeuppance, and as my husband has so succinctly put it, there’s not much story in The Crow. It’s, in essence, Death Wish but for emo goths. Which despite its aesthetic trappings of face paint and skin-tight black togs, is a film that nevertheless carries an immense weight of emotion for viewers when they are in a frame of mind that is receptive to these sentiments. 

Eric feels pain – emotionally and physically – and is driven by this. Eric fights for Shelly, who is beyond suffering, and in that sense, perhaps we can identify in him a champion – someone who moves outside the bounds of time and law to do what must be done to assuage the weight of his hurt. He cannot die because he refuses himself even that refuge to finish his work.

As in the nature of Hollywood, sequels for a successful film are pretty much de rigueur. But with a work as intense and highly personal as The Crow, is it even possible to create an effective sequel? It can be argued that the emotional outburst of the first movie only lends itself to that one shot. Any other attempt to recapture the mood and the energy is doomed to failure. In fact, the sequels that followed bear testament to what I like to call the ‘law of diminishing returns’ when it comes to Hollywood. Whether it’s just weak writing or a case of executive decisions to stick to their increasingly watered-down vision of a boilerplate, the devil alone knows.

Vincent Perez as Ashe Corven
in The Crow: City of Angels (1996)

The Crow: City of Angels (1996), directed by Tim Pope, at least plays lip service to a credible sequel, featuring a grown-up Sarah (Mia Kirshner) living a beautifully gothic life as a tattoo artist in a Los Angeles soaked in a moody noirscape. Tragedy befalls Ashe Corven (Vincent Perez) when his young son Danny sees a crime being committed, and both he and Ashe are killed by a drug kingpin Judah Earl. This film at least pays lip service to a development of the story – of a new unquiet soul brought back to mete out justice, suggesting that this phenomenon occurs under special circumstances. Earl is shown as possessing magical powers, which further expands the lore, and perhaps the entire gloriously gothic production might have done justice to the spirit of O’Barr’s original work if it weren’t for the almost nonsensical editing decisions that render this into a jumbled mess. I gain the impression that Sarah was intended as a love interest, with Ashe at one point uttering ‘But what if I don’t want to go back’ (to the land of the dead, presumably. This could have been a worthy film. Even Iggy Pop as the gang member Curve doesn’t quite raise the bar. At best, it’s a pretty, somewhat over-indulgent gothic film, but it fails to deliver the same sparse, gritty punch the first film does.

For those of a literary bent, a series of tie-in fiction was released by HarperCollins during the late 1990s, and while much tie-in fiction can arguably be said to be somewhat hit and miss, this time some pretty solid authors for the time were contracted, including Poppy Z Brite, SP Somtow, and Chet Williamson, among others. These, are, of course, difficult to lay hands on now, as they’re out of print, but are certainly far more satisfying than the sequels after The Crow: City of Angels in that they are allowed to expand beyond the tried and tested. There are other comic books, too, but they failed to land for me – perhaps your mileage may vary.

As an author, I’ll maintain that the premise of The Crow, in the right hands, can be developed into some compelling, gritty dark fiction. It’s just that by the time Hollywood bowdlerises a good idea, it’s better to rather indulge in trawling Archive of Our Own for your fan fix. So, yes, I’ve watched The Crow: Salvation (2000) and The Crow: Wicked Prayer (2005) so that you don’t have to. Some things even Dennis Hopper can’t save.

I will briefly touch on the one-season TV series that was aired in 1998. Starring Mark Dacascos who, like Brandon Lee, is proficient at martial arts, it is easy to see why Dacascos was cast. At the age in which he took on Eric’s role, he echoed Brandon’s looks exquisitely. The series itself, which had 22 episodes, had potential to expand the lore, and initially leaned quite heavily into imagery from the first and second movies. There were some sweet call-backs.

Marc Dacascos as Eric Draven in
The Crow: Stairway to Heaven

Ultimately, the series was let down perhaps not so much by the budget – which was admittedly small and had that same made-for-TV feel that resulted in the Highlander spinoff feel like Days of Our Lives, but with a few beheadings thrown in for shits and giggles. The Crow: Stairway to Heaven at least tried to stay true to the spirit of the original film, the first few episodes starting out as a sanitised sequence of events that mirrors the film, until such point that the writers need to delve into fresh material.

Admittedly, Eric Draven as an undead crime fighter has its appeal (and if treated properly in a script, has potential). In the series, they had to come up with a reason why Eric’s face paint shows up, changing the lore slightly to suggest that the Crow is Eric’s alter ego that overtakes him whenever he’s angered. At least he’s not big and green.

Even though the series’ writing is sketchy at best, it still has a lot of heart. And who knows, if it had been developed further, its lore could have solidified. We had introductions of the concept of a Snake, almost like an evil anti-Crow arch-nemesis, which was intriguing. Eric’s powers, much like in the movie, are tied to the bird.

Incidentally, the comic book offers the bird more like an interrogator or projection of Eric’s self-talk rather than spirit guide that we see in the film and series. It’s a great concept, nonetheless.

My verdict on the series is that it’s crunchy, pulpy, and fun, and not to be taken seriously. Maybe I was just in the right place and time to enjoy it now in my later years. I recall seeing it on telly when it first came out and absolutely loathing it for being a watered-down version of the Proyas film. And certainly, it has none of that art or that feel for mood that we get with the original film. But it has a charm, and at the hands of a talented set of writers and producers with vision for long-term depth and breadth, could have developed into something as epic as Supernatural.

Which brings us to the 2024 film directed by Rupert Sanders, and starring Bill Skarsgård as Eric and FKA Twigs as Shelly. We got here by way of several false starts, with one attempt even having cast Jason Momoa as Eric. And, in any case, I have my severe doubts whether Momoa would have been up to the task.

Bill Skarsgård's Eric Draven in the 2024 film.

A common sentiment I’ve seen expressed by die-hard fans of the original film is that it should be left well enough alone, to honour Brandon Lee’s memory. As a fan who is also an author of dark fantasy fiction, with a great love of fanfiction, I’m all for spin-offs or an expansion of the world, or perhaps even crossovers with existing intellectual properties. The Crow is broad enough in its approach that it can possibly dovetail quite well with other universes.

Something else that I would like to touch on is that Eric and Shelly’s story, as told in the comic and in the first film, inhabit a dear place in the hearts and minds of an entire generation, if not more. (Although the other day I heard someone quip on Threads that they’d overheard a teenager say that they’d heard ‘the son of Bruce Lee had done a The Crow movie’, in which case the horrified eavesdropper “turned to dust and blew away in the wind” – their words.)

Shelly is more than merely a love interest to Eric, she is an ideal representation of true love, an expression of O’Barr’s love for his late fiancée. As a character, she does not have much agency other than existing as a focus for Eric’s near-religious devotion. He is her dark knight, seeking justice in a world that has no pity, much as O’Barr once desired to seek vengeance against the drunk driver who’d killed his love. And in seeking justice, Eric becomes a deeper darkness, that love of his for Shelly the one true, good thing in his cursed existence. It’s very gothic – in the literary sense. And it’s also, to a degree, been placed on a pedestal by many as a beloved story.

Now if internet culture has taught me anything over the years is that people get really feisty and gorrammed weird about their favourite shows, films, and games. It’s not unheard for fans to even foster a parasocial relationship with fictional characters or celebrities or at the very least go through periods of hyper fixation with characters that resonate strongly with them at a particular time of their life. Is it healthy? Probably not. But life is already so grim these days. Who am I to cast judgment if no one’s getting hurt? 

Suffice to say, when it comes to The Crow, we’re already seeing a rather small and passionate fan base with deeply embedded conventions within its subculture. Anything that comes to rock the boat will be viewed with scepticism. And while spaces such as Archive of Our Own allow for crossovers, alternative universes and all manner of adaptions, these still happen within a designated space where variation is not only expected but often welcomed. Works come with content notes, and if it’s not your cup of tea, you scroll past and move on. No harm done.

Bring an adaption into the broader public eye that strays so far from the source material so as to render it practically unrecognisable, don’t be at all surprised if a ravening mob of fans comes at you with pitchforks and torches. As can be seen now with The Crow (2024). To give credit where it’s due, Rupert Sanders made some effective creative decisions, and the production design, in part, reminded me slightly of Joker (2019) in that it had a slightly retro feel to it with carefully considered choices in terms of set dressing, location, costume, and makeup. If I had to sum it up, I’d say stylistically, it’s more The Crow by way of Trainspotting, with a side order of Joker.

I will say this much: I was not wholly on board with how Eric and Shelly’s relationship was portrayed. Granted, in the Proyas film, we only ever get to know Shelly briefly in flashbacks, in which she is elevated to a symbol of the idealised feminine. Pretty much as she is in the comic book. Not that that is wrong, per se, to turn her into an unobtainable prize, as it were, a goal to be strived for, protected, and avenged. But also, it’s not, in my mind, terrifically original (and I say this as a serious fan who can see both the good and the bad). But it does make it easy to project the viewer’s own ideals – she exists as a placeholder of all that is good about true love, an ideal we all hold dear to ourselves. But hey, back when I watched Brandon Lee as Eric, his fixation on Shelly struck me as romantic. We like to believe that that sort of love endures.

Which is why I understand the backlash against the depiction of Shelly in the Sanders film. Shelly is revealed as not only a victim but a manipulator. And, perhaps, if we consider her upbringing, this is hardly a surprise. Eric is an introverted loner. Both young adults seek refuge in intoxication and have no qualms about indulging frequently in drugs. While the Eric of the comic books is revealed as a kind of everyman, and even the Eric of the Proyas film is a wannabe rockstar, they are both still quite down to earth.

Sanders’ Eric is a misanthropic artist contemplating self-harm, on a path to self-destruction. In fact, the only nod to the comic book other than the obvious crow-guide bringing him back from the dead was a scene from the comic involving a grey horse that becomes entangled in barbed wire. That’s it. Absent of any of the other obvious symbology from the comic, barring the bird, it falls somewhat flat considering the whole of the film.

Whereas the love between the Eric and Shelly in the comic and Proyas film is presented as something ethereal and pure, their relationship in the Sanders film takes on a darker note; it becomes obsessive, unhealthy – cue Romeo and Juliet much? Shelly is as much the victim as she is the manipulator, seeing in Eric someone vulnerable that she can bend to her will.

We will never know whether she truly loved him or whether he merely served as a means to an end, a gallant knight to aid in her escape from the people pursuing her. That the pair then immerse themselves in the city’s seedy underbelly of drug-fuelled clubs and hedonism doesn’t do either of them favours. As a viewer, I did not feel the same outrage I did when they meet their fate as I did when the comic-book couple died.

Another supernatural bit of lore is inserted with the damned soul sending others to Hell, but I feel that that was underbaked and not foregrounded enough to make me care about the big bad when he died. But perhaps here we're also looking at how top-heavy the film was loading up on the backstory of Eric-meets-Shelly-and-they-do-lots-of-drugs.

In fact, I felt that this Eric and Shelly almost deserved their fates. And while I think Skarsgård did an admirable job as Eric, I was not quite on board with his appearance – creative choices having resulted in him looking rather like the chap from Die Antwoord (or for those of you who aren’t au fait with South African music, the Sanders Eric looks a bit like the version of the Joker as portrayed by Jared Leto, whom I’m pretty sure was modelled on the dude from Die Antwoord, whom I’m not fond of in the least). Go Google him. I won't sully this blog with his image.

The original Eric in the comic book was, as far as I can recall reading, based heavily on Bauhaus singer Peter Murphy. Brandon Lee set the standard after that, in my opinion, and anyone else who followed in his footsteps for a similar role, had a tough act to follow. That Lee died so tragically on set only fuelled the mystique and the almost mythical resonance of that first film. To try to remake it, in many fans’ minds, is almost tantamount to sacrilege. Not to mention dishonouring Lee’s memory.

Which goes even further to explaining the backlash the Sanders film has received. Anyone who’s been following Alex Proyas on social media will also be well aware of his scorn and almost gleeful delight at any bad reviews the Sanders film has received. And, honestly, I can’t blame him. You can’t tell me that a director will simply walk away unscathed when the lead actor of his film gets tragically killed on set. I totally *get* why he's pissed.

So, was the Sanders film as terrible as they say it was?

My verdict: no. It’s not a bad film. Aesthetically, it’s a visually rich piece of cinema. For lovers of action-packed, gothic tales, it’s highly entertaining. And that opera scene is sheer perfection. But is it worth of being part of The Crow franchise? I’m hedging here. I feel that as an adaption, it falls somewhat flat as it’s strayed too far from the spirit of the source material. Perhaps if the main characters had not been Eric or Shelly, but merely two ill-fated lovers, one of whom returns to put the wrong things right, the film could take its place in the body of work that has grown out of the original comic book.

The Sanders film certainly is inspired by, and adds an extra dimension to, but also, I feel, somehow lacks the narrative ambiguity and intensity of the first film and comic book. The Eric of the comic book is completely insane – he laughs in the face of the absurdity of his predicament. Wracked with a pain he cannot avoid (he even takes a whole pile of morphine) he refuses death until he has succeeded in eradicating every last person responsible for his and Shelly’s deaths.

Brandon taps into that same spirit of madness, even quoting Paul Bowles existentialist literature with the following quote that has resonated so strongly with me throughout my life: 

“Death is always on the way, but the fact that you don't know when it will arrive seems to take away from the finiteness of life. It's that terrible precision that we hate so much. But because we don't know, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well. Yet everything happens a certain number of times, and a very small number, really. How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood, some afternoon that's so deeply a part of your being that you can't even conceive of your life without it? Perhaps four or five times more. Perhaps not even. How many more times will you watch the full moon rise? Perhaps twenty. And yet it all seems limitless.” – The Sheltering Sky, Paul Bowles

He even paraphrases this in the very last interview he did before his tragic accident. And I feel that this is the spirit that we, as viewers, encounter in the comic book and first movie, that subsequent sequels and adaptions have absolutely failed to grasp.

I will add this quote by Heraclitus:

“No man ever steps in the same river twice, for it's not the same river and he's not the same man.”

This is why I believe that after the first comic book and that first movie adaption, we will always fail to regain the same impact with a work. That initial outburst of tragic-dark energy has been expended. James O’Barr’s comic book was born out of unutterable sorrow and darkness. The first movie itself, felt death’s hand far heavier than the subject matter it portrayed. You can’t escape that.

Perhaps it’s better to take what inspiration you can from these two works, and let them be. Then go out and create your own works.

I’ll be cheeky now, and discuss briefly the impact that The Crow – both J O’Barr’s comic book and the Proyas film had on my career as an author. Oh, and by the way, if you’ve read this far, I’m seriously impressed. Thank you.

I was fifteen when I saw The Crow. I recall reading a scathing review of it in the papers that made me have an axe to grind with the reviewer for years. (I later ended up working at the same newspaper publisher as him, and always glared daggers at him whenever I saw him in the newsroom.) Yes, yes, I know, it’s sad that I love the film. My husband never fails to remind me how much he hates it. But I make a point of rewatching it every few years. Is it a great piece of cinema? Objectively, perhaps not. It’s violent and sentimental. It has some structural issues. But that doesn’t take away from the fact that it led to me discovering the comic book and falling irrevocably in love with Eric Draven as a character, and identifying with his mission to set the wrong things right.

Yes, I’ve written a fanfics for The Crow. I recently revisited them, and the one is so terrible I want to hide under a rock when I think of it. The other is a short one-shot based on the comic book. You can read it here. I’m still proud of it. I don’t recommend reading the other one. I wrote it sometime after my first novel, and it’s totally underbaked and cringy.

When I eventually got my act together and started writing seriously in my late twenties, I naturally had some novels I had to get out of my system before I could move onto my more mature style. These were my first two Books of Khepera (Khepera Rising and Khepera Redeemed) which featured my uber-gothic black magician Jamie. He’s enmeshed in his emo gothness, and what he goes through is very much in part inspire by The Crow.

Following on his footsteps (after a few literary missteps) is my Those Who Return duology. The writing is far more mature, but themes of death and returning to life are prevalent with my ancient Egyptian reincarnation cult. And yes, loads of gothic vibes, for those interested. 

But, let’s also talk birds. To say that I’m fascinated by birds is somewhat of an understatement. It’s also not just The Crow, but also the film Labyrinth, with its barn owl, and of course, who can forget Ladyhawke. Birds feature prominently in my writing – the dusk owl from The Company of Birds, that acts as a messenger but also carries souls, and then of course the delightful talking raven from The Splintered Fool series that I co-authored with Toby Bennett. And also, my talking griffin Silas from my fantasy adventure Raven Kin. If I were offered an opportunity to write tie-in fiction for The Crow franchise tomorrow, I’d accept it in a heartbeat. I’m even currently plotting an Inkarna/The Crow crossover I’ll eventually start posting to Archive of our Own because, gorrammit, I’m not in the mood to wait.

So, yeah, thanks for sticking around for my little rant. If you liked this article, please do consider checking out my writing. Or come hunt me down on social media to tell me what you love about The Crow.


Some resources

A friend recently linked me to this YouTube video that gives some background to the comic book.

I’m currently reading this book about the making of the first film and Brandon Lee’s tragic death. Very informative if depressing.

I really enjoyed this article – I think the writer makes some excellent observations.